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Thu, Jul. 27th, 2006, 07:38 pm
hurtftm: questions

My name's Mike and I'm pre-everything. I'm 18 and out to 98% of my friends who are pretty cool about me being transgendered although they still call me by my birth name for the most part. I used to rarely bind, but am begining to do it more often, hopefully daily althought its with ACE bandages. I do not pack, use a STP device, or go into the male restrooms. My father knows, but completly ignores the fact and the rest of my family has no idea.

Here's my questions:

I'm a senior in high school, and in JROTC (I love the program and Idk if me being out would create an issue). Would it be a good move to come out to the highschool so I could graduate under my prefered name? I'm worried about the Staff and Administration reaction, not as much the students.

Also, what can I start under the radar living in my house without my parents knowing this year to get a jump on transistioning??

Does anyone know of some good colleges in TX that are friendly with Transistioning??

Anything else that you all know that could help me out???

Sat, Feb. 11th, 2006, 04:42 pm
babybutch4181: Income Tax Refund....changed....

I had planned on spending my tax return on a tattoo that I've been craving for several months. I was going to get a face of a wolf tattooed on my right calf muscle. Instead I think that I'm going to invest in a computer. It would be better for us anyhow, as we both feel cut off from the internet world. Tristan is on Myspace.com and I belive I might join there as well. I dunno. I miss having music at my disposal, and getting one would allow me to get all types of music whenever I wanted. We'll see what happens. Just wanted to update everyone and let them know I'm still alive. :-)

Fri, Aug. 19th, 2005, 07:26 pm
babybutch4181: (no subject)

Finally, I'm back in Dallas. I had a great trip, until it came to coming home. I was scheudled to come back on Sunday evening but when I was already at the airport, they canceled the flight. I had to wait for an hour and half to get a new flight for the next day. My flight was the last one going out for the day.
So...I get up to the line, and the only fight they have available is the same exact one leaving Monday at the same time. SO...I go for it. I am excited to stay one more day, athough it was a bitch to find out. Anyhow, I relax and take a few movies in while waiting on my father to get off work.
Long story short...I was at the airport again, and the flight was just delayed. There were flights that were supose to leave around 3:30pm that were delayed till 6:45. So, in hopes I would get to DFW, I got on the delayed flight. Sat down, and they began to pull away from the dock. Two seconds later, they pulled up and the captin came over saying that DFW was shut down due to weather. *FUCK*
Instead of letting us off the airplane, we sit there for a FREAKING HOUR in hopes the weather will clear. So finally we get the ok. We were 7 planes in line to take off.
Finally up in the air, the trip itself took 30 minutes. "We do apoligize folks, but we just got word from DFW that the weather is bad so we're gonna circle around in hopes it clears up." *FUCK AGAIN!*
So...a alcoholic beverage later, and 30 minutes of circling around the airport, another message. "Ladies and gentleman we just got word that even though the weather is bad, we're gonna TRY and land. Please prepare for landing."
So we circle around about 5 times and then decide to go down. Lightening is going all around us and I can barely see the ground below us. Ahh..I love being a test rat!!
We FINALLY land the plane and another message "A bit of bad news I'm afraid. Since our flight was delayed we don't have a gate to unload you at. We'll have to wait till somebody leaves."
FUCK THIS SHIT!! 30 minutes later we pull up to the gate and I scramble to get off the plane. A trip that should have taken me a max of 59 minutes turned into something that was longer than 3 hrs.


So that was my trip home. I'm back at work now, and pretending to pass time for the next 30 minutes until I leave to go home. Yeah for me!

Fri, Aug. 12th, 2005, 06:30 pm
babybutch4181: (no subject)

I am leaving work in less than an hour. In two hours I will be at the airport and boarding a plane for Houston. I'm so happy I'm going. I need to just take a break from work. I will be hanging out from tonight till Sunday Evening when I fly back. Guess I'll update everyone soon.

Sat, Jul. 30th, 2005, 03:07 pm
babybutch4181: ~Just A Note~

Nothing special, nothing new. I'm about to take a road trip to Houston to see my father. I'm such a dady's little dyke. lol He always told me it was nice to have somebody he can pass all his old flannel's down too. ;p
I'm so freaking brain dead. I don't know where to begin. I am looking forward to getting the hell up out of here and even leaving my girl behind. I know that sounds shitty, but damn, even I can only take so much before I want to stand in the middle of a room and scream!

Sat, May. 28th, 2005, 07:10 pm
babybutch4181: (no subject)

Ok. there are many gay friendly journals out there. But none that are for Fort Worth, TX. So, I took the chance and decided to start this journal. Feel free to update whatever and whenever. Once I get more time, I will play around with it and set other options up.

For those of you who don't know me, here's my introduction: My name is April and I'm a 24 yr old lesbian living in Ft. Worth. Working full time, and going to school are taking up most of my time. Jokes and laughter are a must for me, although I'm not a cheerleader type. I am a dyke by any means, a loner most of the time, and a goth at night. Preverted, sarcastic and sometimes mechivious.

Ok, enough of that. Anything else, and you will have to ask ;)